★Pride★

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these numbers I always count

this is not for calculating the math. question

I knew that what is the purpose I count the no.

but I dun noe this will cause me lost my pride

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I miss you more than that

but unfortunately you won noe that

as u nvr care abt tat

I swear tat I won lost my pride again

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You cn cm back & hurt me anytime

but you cnt destroy ur perfect image in my heart

I dun allow you to do

get out from my world b4 I hate you

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dun let me crazy abt u again

if I debt you in last generation

I think I oledi pay it bk

maybe oledi more than tat

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cn you juz let me keep ur perfect image in my heart

until I cn forget you totally

b4 tat

dun cm bk okay?

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Return my pride to me pls~

dun look down at me

I wil 4get u one time

I won silly again

my pride...belong to me

★Dream★

Dream
is not what do you want to be in your future
I mean tat Dream
is the scenes you meet when you are sleeping

Not be surprised if I say I have dreams everyday




but why you must come out necessary?
if you dun wan to appear in reality
cn you juz get out from my world totally?
neither reality nor dream
cn you juz like bubbles
'pop'
and disappear from my world forever

as the feeling is damn bad
I dun know whether I have my poor English
or tat kind of feeling is very difficult to describe in words
the moment I awoke
stared at the celling wall
my heart was hanging
my heart was blanking
if I cn,I wished I cn cry
but I dun wan the salty tears filled the fresh air in this early morning

you
like a tortoise
me
like a idiot
as I dare not say this words in front of you
I just can say these words at here
and this is useless
I knew
you will still in my dream
as I miss you very much

---Stupid gurl---

★My battle★

ya~hu~

just passing by for a while~

I left 7 subjects more
-math
-moral
-add. math
-bio
-physics
-chem
-mandarin

wish me all d best^^

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all rite~
in these few days
I was in battle
super tired~
let me take a rest 1st~

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18/11

1st day of SPM
no feeling at all
although the school's atmosphere filled with SPM's feel
d onli thing I knew was
I was sitting for SPM paper
that's all

1st day
BM paper
Sej paper(multiple choose)

BM--haiz~the Bahagian A
damn hard
although the poins are given
still very hard

heihei
the picture was colourful
no black and white again
so surprised

Sej--juz main tikam
as I didn't know hw 2 do
everyone was like that
juz somebody was serious abt sej. paper

most of my friends
was went out early from the hall
they were very brave
as I dare not do like that
I scared of I would regret
after I stepped out from the hall
but that was too late oledi

19/11

BI paper--should be okay
but the section A
haiz
those things which are points provided
wouldn't be super easy
as there were no free breakfast in this world

Sej.2
thx God
most of the question I knew how to do
but can't over confidence
bcoz I knew how to do write
doesn't mean that every points are correct
as write what I knew

I shouted after I stepped out from the hall
as I oledi finished the most difficult paper~
Hurray~

7 subjects more~
Gambateh~^^

★OoKkAaYy★

Okay
is the word I said the most in this week
I said Okay
When I agree with you
I said Okay
When I felt that the thing should be okay
I said Okay
When I dun wanna everybody was get worried about me
So
Everything is okay
so
Everything is alright
but in actual
Everything is not okay
as the time is hard
when you were back
it became harder
Everything is not under my control
I hope that everythingis under my control
But unfortunately,is not
As everything is unpredictable

Let "OKAY" be my friend
OKAY

★BaCk★

I should say:"Welcome back!"when you came back to my world
Why should you come back again?
Is it you want to hurt me purposely?
Is it you already dumped by another gurl?

I should believe you
Why you come back here again?
Why you didn't give me a good answer when I said I dun want break up with you?
Why you didn't ever say the reason when you left me?
Why you didn't give a good reason again when you come back?

Vivien!!!!
Why your heart seem like go back to his side again?
Why you seem like trying to trust him again?
Why you seem like want to go back the bad day again?

Can I trust you again?
Can I have my happy day everyday again?
Can I have you beside me again?
Can you love me properly again?

I went back to the maze
Dunno what should I do
I doubt that your sincere
That is NECESSARY~

stop dreaming please~
Assume that this is just a dream~
Concentrated on your study okay?
SPM
Left 13 days~

Take care~

★SmiLe Always Belong To me★

Smiling face
Always appear on my face
According to my friends
this is called good condition
but they dunno what is my actual mood actually
Nvr mind lah~
As long as
the smile appear on my beautiful face
my routine
45 degree smile

ya~
talk about my beautiful face~
that day went to beauty centre and had a facial~
quite comfortable lah and my face's condition became better
new skin replace the old one
means that
new life can also replace the old life style~
Hurray~

Countdown clock
is not counting when is SPM
is counting the day you left me
I know this is stupid and idiot action
but I clear that it is
28 days

In the future,I have a lot of 28 days.
I still bring my smile on my face
my favourite 45 degree
Although I know the scar is bleeding again